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youve got some nerve, i never knew
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| pon cocks |
[17 Jun 2007|12:12am] |
i am officially bored with my job.
my brother is consistently paying me good money to do graphics and other computer configuring bullshit for him. i like it. im out of town on a business trip for him. I LIKE IT!
cant wait for school to start. yeah.
I MISS PEOPLE.
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[31 May 2007|10:06pm] |
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i got a tattoo. i like it. it is currently itching a lot.
my job payed me to go to boston (get it? a business trip?). it ruled. i like boston. its smaller than i thought it would be. still cool.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i like my boyfriend. i like it when his band plays shows (finally, i can get into it). i also like it when he stops to pick up food on the way over (like he is RIGHT NOW!).
i wanna go back up north. gimme an excuse! i hate hot weather. bleh.
i like riding bikes.
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[30 Apr 2007|10:34pm] |
its been a rough couple of weeks, and im not done yet. i dont play these waiting games well.
my family is close. and we are strong. and that is the only way we survive.
thanks to everyone whos been there for me recently. you mean so much to me; im so glad youre in my life. (seriously).
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| birfday. |
[15 Apr 2007|01:40am] |
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i like my job. they gave me a raise. i make a lot of money. its pretty awesome.
i got a lot of shit for my bday. records, turntable (that i can hook into my computer!!!!!!!!), black pearl necklace (!!!!), books, moneys, dvds, jeans, and a mets hat (best gift ever from best boy ever)
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

life is pretty good. all things considered, pretty good aint bad.
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| why do you drink? to forget. what are you trying to forget? that i drink. |
[05 Mar 2007|02:03am] |
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abbreviated.
sometimes i leave work an hour early. no one ever notices. sometimes i leave so i can go running before class. sometimes just because my office is really cold and sometimes for no reason at all. i dont even go anywhere. sometimes i just sit in my car and listen to music really really really loudly. its all right.
my aunt and uncle came down this week (+3 kids). alex (8 mos.) hit fell and hit his head last week. the au pair didnt tell them. they noticed. they came down anyway. they took him to the hospital today per huge bump on his head. he has (per CAT scan) a fractured skull and bleeding both inside and outside the membrane of the brain. its been a long day.
i decided to take off monday and tuesday of this week. since i had them off anyway, no one expects me to come in tomorrow, and i could, but i really dont feel like it. i really need to get out of town. i think i might go to the mountains tomorrow anyway, by myself, if its nice.
im interested in dropping of the face of the earth. im tired of trying and im not real interested in seeing anyone i know for the next week. also, i decided today that if i only had my family for the rest of my life, i would be okay. becuase they rule that much. theres comfort in that.
i have iliotibial band syndrome. my knee hurts real bad.
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[04 Jan 2007|03:31am] |
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i feel like i should have a lot to say but for some reason i just dont. im pretty content with my life right now, i dont know if content is really where i want to be but for now, its working.
i got a really awesome job where i dont have to do a lot of work and i get paid a shit ton to not do it. i start soon. working full time kinda blows but its nice to have money.
classes start on monday. i dont even care.
i live at home now. it sucks. i can no longer cohabitate with adults. we like eachother much better when i live somewhere else. hopefully me not being home much coming up will remedy this, cos the whole free food thing is sooooooo working out.
the concept "time is the beauty of the road being long" recently presented itself to me. i like it.
im currently hyper-stressing out about the idea of the rupture of my achilles tendon. something about the severing of such a thick tendon, and it being so crippling, not to mention just looking like hell (need i reference photo 1 of post on may 31st). this is a completely unfounded worry but the fact that im hyper-tired is aiding it. that being said, i am terrified of someone running into the backs of my heels with a shopping cart. i dont know if anyone else is aware of that bar on them being the EXACT right height to RAM someones heels, but way to go shopping-cart-maker-faggots.
i always end posts with saying ill post pics, but lets be honest, i wont. and even if i wanted to, i dont know where my camera or cord or memory card or card reader is. so fuck it.
LOVE!
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| christmas list. i dare you. |
[13 Dec 2006|11:08am] |

honda insight!

sidekick 3!

nikon d200!

24 inch iMac!

very big, very wall mountable TV!
okay, go!
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| my apartment has no heat. |
[06 Dec 2006|01:07am] |
lucero, the get up kids, dag nasty, the anniversary, ignite, the album leaf, descendents, sigur ros, iron maiden, the notwist, mad caddies, jimmy eat world, pelican, van halen, brand new, dead milkmen, lamb of god, nofx, michael jackson, one dead three wounded, neutral mik hotel, paulson, SOD, zombi, and frank sinatra.
goodnight.
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| i want to always feel like part of this was mine... |
[11 Oct 2006|01:06am] |
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for as long as i hated riding the bus, you wouldnt think that i just spent 4 days in one and loved it. The Twilight Collective is by far the coolest group of dudes to ever form a band. i needed this weekend in so many different ways, it couldnt possibly have been any better. being in a touring band would be the life =)
school is cool. friends is cool. family is cool. life is cool. IM SO DOWN!
ill post some pics from this weekend when i get the time, and this time i really will post them eventually! pix or it didnt happen =)
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| I WILL FUCK YOU!!! |
[18 Aug 2006|01:24am] |
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this summer has been long. long. long. too much work and not enough play. i broke my nose. i broke my toe. i had surgery in the mouth. i worked. i made a lot of money. i spent a lot of money. i spent tons of time with my favorite people. a couple road trips. a bunch of mini trips. a bunch of movies. a little sleep. a few shows. a new nephew.
this summer has been quality time.
i moved to columbia. with good friends, away from josh. plus and minus. im not even gone and i already miss him. (remind me why im moving?)
i think ive learned a lot. i know now who is full of shit and who isnt. i know who i can trust, and theres not many. im happy with every decision ive made. i couldnt have better friends than the ones i have now. each and every one of them is bringing something to the table, something i could live without, but life would be lacking. i have never known such awesome people. ive never loved life so much.
cant wait to get settled, for classes to start, for more new friends, for parties, more roadtrips, more lucero, more bane, for more living.
it doesnt get much better than this.
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[25 Jul 2006|04:27pm] |
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its not too say that i am more mature than anyone else that i know, but arent we all a little old for lies and all this shit talking? just saying...
ill post pictures from our trip to the mountains some other day, when i have my computer back =)
im already tired of this already.
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| if you think you get it.... |
[18 Jun 2006|09:33pm] |
my face is bruised, and i dont want it to heal because every time i look in the mirror it reminds me of three of the best days of my life. its not often that a song can touch my emotions, its not often that a band writes more than one of those. ive never felt more in place than i was. ive never been so absorbed. i love life. i love bane.
when the worst thing in my life is long ass rides and hug filled goodbyes and i can still be mystified by pretty smiles, crushes and mix tapes, then i guess things really arent so bad.
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| lock jaw =) |
[19 May 2006|01:56am] |
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i miss 2 AM phone calls. i miss hugs. i miss wanting. i miss missing. im confused.
i dont really have a lot i want to say anymore, tension in my jaw and im keeping it shut. whatevs.
final words- if youre passionate about something, dont change for anyone. if youre not passionate about anything, youre a waste of life.
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| cool. |
[10 May 2006|11:16am] |
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my life is awesome. my friends are awesome. my boyfriend is awesome AND HES MOVING HERE. this summer will be awesome.
dumb sluts in wilmington suck, but writing hate mail is awesome. =) (ok, so i get bored sometimes.)
my life rules. and thats all i gots.
oh, and if you know anyone in columbia who needs an apt for the summer, let me know.
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| i wish i had the guts to bring it up. |
[26 Apr 2006|06:35pm] |
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the thing about right now is that its RIGHT NOW. for some reason this makes tons of sense.
im beginning to realize who people are. everyone. i kinda get it.
i miss my boy to insane levels. i miss all of my friends in wilmington.
this month will make things better. i wish i knew what to say.
summer is soon and as much as it will be like last summer, i see it lacking.
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[15 Apr 2006|02:53pm] |
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for my birthday i got some stuff, but what really matters is that i didnt even get a card from my brother and my grandpa wouldnt even stay in town an extra hour to see me [and he didnt get me a card either]. and i got in a wreck.
fuck birthdays.
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| best quote ever |
[03 Apr 2006|02:11am] |
on the hulk in Ultimate Avengers:
"you know why hes a good super hero? he just punched a spaceship."
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| and wilmington still can blow me. |
[01 Apr 2006|02:55pm] |
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+:beach, mocha shake. -:everything else.
((interview by justinXwillsleepwithyourboyfriend)) 1.) favorite golden girl? i didn't have cable until i was 17, so i never watched much tv, thus i never really got into the whole golden girls craze. SORRY WORLD. 2.) if josh lost all his hair, would you make him wear a toupee or just let him keep his head shaved. one time josh was bored so he shaved everything. arms, legs, head, eyebrows. he also has a huge birthmark on his head...so, toupees are silly. i guess that doesnt really answer the question, but whatevs. 3.) in your mind, is space exploration/colonization a plausible solution to eventual overpopulation here on earth? totally, but i see it coming about long before overpopulation - more of a overpriced resort. by the time the earth reaches its carrying capacity, we'll have caused so much damage that IF our species still even exists, thatll be the least of our problems. and also, you know, as long as the aliens dont decide that we totally suck and destroy us =) 4.) have you ever bought an issue of cosmopolitan? i usually just read them when we go to the bookstore, josh reads bmx mags and revolver, i read cosmo and glamour. i buy them every once in awhile though, if they have good tips =). i think this answer just violated my "for-all-intrinsical-purposes-a-dude" status... 5.) where are the jewish/leprechaun intelligentsia keeping all the money/gold? leprechauns only exist in mobile, alabama...and as for the money, well, no.
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